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- 21, Female
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Level 11 Artist
Ranked as Town Watch
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I would've never thought I'd meet someone I met on this damn site and start something special almost four years back.
It's really surreal for me. I'm used to being alone both in real life and internet land. I'm not the type to seek internet corners and stick myself with other people. It usually comes, or something I post leads to a conversation that lasts for years. I met in person a dear friend last week after three plus years of talking with him, and it was the best week I had in a long time. I never get out of my house unless it's for work, school, or to take my dog out so I don't end up like those BBC superchub people. I never intended for anything to go beyond a friendship, it slowly made it's way like a snake suffocating a mouse. It was like a dream, no, a fantasy I would draw in my old notebooks and burn in bitter shame. It lasted forever and hurt when it was over. I hope it comes back again.
Though another friend isn't too happy with it, I hope this ride is better than the last one. I don't regret my decision, though I'm worried that compromised another friendship.
I want to thank this site. Along with other dear friends who've talked to me, this was one of the things that kept me going and trying to get better and better despite being discouraged and going through a depressive pseudo existential crisis that involved copious amounts of pain killers and nyquil. You all have been great through my frustrations of trying to get commissions and sell the growing number of drawings and paintings as my colleagues in the studio sell their stuff off with ease.
I don't know what's going to happen to me, or anyone else for that matter, but I hope you all stick around. It means the world to a dumpy person like me.
I love you all.
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